Zombie [2011]

from Demons by Samuel Fickie

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Never been much for making right decisions
Impulsive and irrational, I am
Never stop to think twice about the consequences
Of not seeking help to fix myself can bring

But I don't care, because it's comfortable here
But I'm also aware of the loneliness that's partnered with
The pain that has been haunting me
from the pending rediscovery
that my actions are the reason you're not here

So if I see a doctor
And if he gives me pills
If I give up on dreaming
Will you then want me still
If I become a zombie
And bend to your every will
Will you cut me some slack
And say you love me and you want me still

Never considered myself to be a lady killer
I stumble and I mumble through my words
Taking every joke inappropriately further,
being loud and obnoxious is my curse

But I don't care, cause it's so comfortable here
But I'm also aware that I'm virtually unlovable
physically untouchable, emotionally unreachable
like an old dog I'm unteachable and worse of all it's all inside my head

So if I read some books
on how I can be better a man
If I attend a lecture
Will you respect me then
Or kiss my in front of your family
Or see me against their will
Will you cut me some slack and say
You love me and you want me still

Yet I know that's it's improbable for a girl like you to love a man
As insecure and incomplete as me
But if it's all the same, I'd like to say that it'd help me change
To know that you'd still want me even if I never did.

Samuel Fickie © 2013

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from Demons, released May 12, 2020

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